is it the end.. or the begining for something new

when i woke up this morning..
i knew that i have to take a decision,
bout my live today and my future..
i just find my self taking 2 decision,
for having a better live far from here
and for leaving him [even its hard to do]

i dont know..
is it the end of everything betwen us?
or this is the begining for something new?
i just keep fighting of my live..
taking some risk..
and find new thing to keep the happieness..
atlease for me and 'her'..